Nehemiah 9:1-3 (NIV)
1 On the twenty-fourth day of the same month, the Israelites gathered together, fasting and wearing sackcloth and having dust on their heads. 2 Those of Israelite descent had separated themselves from all foreigners. They stood in their places and confessed their sins and the wickedness of their fathers. 3 They stood where they were and read from the Book of the Law of the Lord their God for a quarter of the day, and spent another quarter in confession and in worshiping the Lord their God.
The nation had just finished a week long celebration of God’s goodness by observing the festival of booths. There was great rejoicing and great celebration. Spirits were high in the land and then we read what comes next. Right on the heels of this great celebration comes a time of great repentance. Does this seem out of context to you. How could it be that the nation went from great celebration to great repentance and fasting and confession? I thought God desired to give them his best not beat them with this nagging sense of sinfulness.
This is precisely where we get off track. We think that conviction of sin and the weight of our guilt is a bad thing but it is quite the opposite. Paul tells us in Romans 2:4 that it is the goodness of God that leads us to repentance. They had just witnessed the marvelous grace of God in a week long worship celebration and they now understood more clearly than ever that God was really for them and not against them. He desired their good and not their harm.
So after the people are convinced that God is out for their good God now can do the work most needed for his children to draw us even closer to him. This work is not what I call fun work but work that is most needed. They have only scratched the surface of their relationship with God now the deeper work must be done. This deeper work is the work of personal holiness without which no one will really enjoy the Lord.
So it is fitting that we find them in this situation immediately following the festival of booths. Read over the passage carefully and note the actions of the nation. They were gathered together in community for the purpose of drawing close to God. How were they going about this process of drawing close to God? Through prayer and fasting. But not notice the clothes they were wearing, sackcloth were their garments and ashes was the makeup applied.
Why sackcloth? Perhaps because it was this garment that rubbed their skin and chafed every time they moved. It made movement difficult and painful. What is it that makes our relationship with God difficult and painful? Is it not sin that we hold close to our hearts and cherish? Perhaps the sackcloth was a means of God reminding them of how hard their life would be if they did not do whatever was necessary to remove sin from their lives.
Why the ashes or dust? Isn’t that what we really are without God, just a pile of animated dust without any purpose or meaning? Who was it that gave life to the first pile of dust? God blew into a pile of dust and man became a living being. Perhaps it was God’s way of telling them that without Him they would never be much more than a pile of dust.
Maybe the dust on the head was a way to show in a clear way how sin clouds our vision of the world around us. I would think they would have to often wipe the dust out of their eyes so they could see again. Maybe this was the way God showed them how often they would have to come to him for cleansing from their sin if they were going to walk with Him.
The nation separated themselves from all foreigners and they stood in their places. They had made a specific decision to withdraw from the world around them so they could focus intently on this God who had called them to know him. This is what the period of prayer and fasting is to be, it is to be a time when we draw away from others attractions of the world so we can grow in our knowledge of God.
Some may ask, “How is it that we will grow in our knowledge of God?” The answer is once again discovered in the text as always. They confessed their sins and the sins of their fathers before them. How was it that they were convicted of their sins? The answer comes in these words, “They read from the Book of the Law for a quarter of the day.” The Law of God is designed to bring conviction of sin and point us to the Savior so we can rejoice in his redemption. Does this come about by a quick prayer to God, a short sermon on some passage of Scripture? Not this time, it takes reading and listening and meditating on the Word for several hours, for our sin nature is hardened to the things of God and unless we sit under the downpour of God’s Word we will never have our sinful nature shattered by the hammer of God’s Word.
Now notice the next thing that follows, they spend another quarter of the day in great worship and confession, but this time it was not the confession of sin but the confession of what a great God they had come to know. SO as a result of this very brief passage of Scripture let me ask a few questions for you to consider during your time of prayer and fasting. When is the last time you spent several hours before God in confession of sin which soon broke out into loud celebratory worship and great confessions of who God is? When is the last time you put everything on hold and set your heart to seek after God for a whole day? Perhaps this might be something for you to consider scheduling in the very near future. I hope you will seriously consider setting apart some significant amount of time to seek after God in the not too distant future.
May the Lord do His Work at drawing us to himself in these days?